A Letter to Yoj Krap

I write to you- Yoj Krap. I know I don't talk to you,

but these feelings inside are like my turtle neck sweater, blue.

But there has got to be a reason,

why you sit so close to me;

I'll no longer wear the face of treason,

if you'd open up and let it be.

My ways come of creepily,

but I see those that live happily;

I know you don't need to commit to me,

for our love is destiny.

Onegin: Book One

The main plot involves Eugene Onegin dealing with his sadness even though he is surrounded by so much wealth and he didn't have to worry about anything. However, Eugene was not satisfied with his life. Eugene wanted and needed more. When Eugene visits the countryside he takes a slight curiosity to Tanya, but he never really pursues. I felt like Onegin wanted to escape the city life not for love but for his own thoughts.